Today is June 6th 2008. the day that I keep looking for 9 months. Finallly, it's here but it's not as happy as I thought. Today is more like a sad day. I never think I will cry on today but I did and a lot too. I had to say good bye to all my kids that I be with for 9 months. I was ok. until one of my student's mom come to give me a hug and start to cry. That really sad! I have a good relation with this family and this mom is so emotional and then I realized that "Most people that I am seeing now I might not see them again in whole my life". After that I just couldn't stop myself from crying. I try to give every kids a big hug but I lost one of my favore girl's hug. That's too bad.

I try to answer myself was I happy in the past academic year? I think I was. I found the real meaning for the place in my life. I think I really like to be a preschool teacher. (Hope my thought is right) Of course there's some time that I feel frustrated and discourage. But most of time I was happy ah. I love to be with kids. I love the feeling that kids are loving me and we have good relationships. I really want to be a good teacher for these little kids. I feel I can be myself more when I be with kids.

I hope I am walking with the right paces.

I won't stay to work in this school next year because I am moving to FL.