I really couldn't believe how my life being the worst moment.  My dream gone with someone who love went away.  My having hard time with my work.  I really don't know what should to do with my life.  I'm so tired with my life but I can't get any rest.  I can't just be still.  I have to go on my life.  Do you know where I can rest my feeling for a while?  I counting day and night to be with ...  but it's just only me who think like that.  I being so stupid that I still love someone who never love me again.  It's anything about him but all my fault and my problem.  I need to solve it as soon as possible.  I know I can be ok soon.  But,I couldn't accept now because everything in my life being bad.  How can I accept to lost someone who I love now?  It's just too much for me to be strong like I was.  Could you give me some time to get really for that?